Finally Free
What can I say the last time i was on here i was halfway depressed. kicking myself for being a fool. Mad at people who couldn't help but, tell me I told u so. I think of all the time I wasted and i get used to get mad but, now i'm okay. It's been 6months and I am Happy and free. Yea, my ex is back in jail but, that's no suprise to me. he's facing charges here where i live and in another state. I no longer concern myself with those things. I am back with the man i left to be with my ex. Yea, go figure he waited for me to realize i had made a mistake. He didn't push or tell me I was wrong but, respected me and my decisions. I have a greater appreciation for him and our relationship. Somewhere in the three years we were together before I broke up with him to be with my ex. I forgot how good friends we were and how much i counted on him to be there.
I don't regret what happened because it was a learning experience. The phone calls, the packages, the bills, the mail, and all the changes i made to try and please him. I don't know about anyone else but i was totally on egg shells . I stayed because i loved him and i hate to admit when I'm wrong. I think the moment that did it for me. was when i had to testify in front of a grand jury because ofsomething he did. I quickly saw how our future would be.
So here i am six months have passed i am in a healthy relationship again. there's no anger or drama. No worrying about the police comming to my door looking for that a**hole. And I am back with someone who puts a smile on my face. I still wish the best for everyone who stands by there man. I am not going to ever say i wont do it again. I am just more careful of who i do it for.
Not every man deserves a good woman there are some of them that play on our insecurities they tell us what we want to hear and guilt trip us into trying to prove we are worthy of there love. It sucks I know but, each woman has to decide on her own who's worth it and who's not.
Good Luck all
I don't regret what happened because it was a learning experience. The phone calls, the packages, the bills, the mail, and all the changes i made to try and please him. I don't know about anyone else but i was totally on egg shells . I stayed because i loved him and i hate to admit when I'm wrong. I think the moment that did it for me. was when i had to testify in front of a grand jury because ofsomething he did. I quickly saw how our future would be.
So here i am six months have passed i am in a healthy relationship again. there's no anger or drama. No worrying about the police comming to my door looking for that a**hole. And I am back with someone who puts a smile on my face. I still wish the best for everyone who stands by there man. I am not going to ever say i wont do it again. I am just more careful of who i do it for.
Not every man deserves a good woman there are some of them that play on our insecurities they tell us what we want to hear and guilt trip us into trying to prove we are worthy of there love. It sucks I know but, each woman has to decide on her own who's worth it and who's not. Good Luck all
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