....sentencing. Friday is THE day. For real this time. I can hardly believe it. This day has been over four years in the making. There are SO many emotions runnin' through me. Nervousness being at the very top. I plan on standing before the judge and speaking, but I have nothing prepared. Not a single, solitary thing. Nothing like waiting until the last minute, huh?

I haven't talked to Hadi, so I have no idea how he's doing. He's mad at me right now, and to be quite honest, I am so...

Well, I got married, but not to Dan... Now the guy whop I married is dating this other girl, AND this guy... L-O-N-G story....

So, I'm about to get my divorce filed. C'est la vie, as the French would say.

Dan asked me to come back as his girlfriend again, & he STILL wants to marry me.... After all I did.

I basically ripped his heart out of his chest while it was still beating when I married Clarence(out of nowhere). Dan ticked me off, and I told...

I really feel bad for those who have crappy cranky mother in laws. I really do. Cause everytime I talk to mines I seriously feel better. Just being in her presence I feel her blessings leaping onto me. I love that woman. Anyways she woke me up this morning. And I'm always glad to talk to her. She makes me laugh, she makes me smile, she inspires me. So after we hung up I got myself off the sofa...lol Took a bath made my face and put me some clothes on. I went to the Bank, deposited my checks...

Michael came home from work today and told me they would only work 3 days this week ,we were expecting him to be off all thanksgiving week but thought he would get a full week this week it will be okay because we have Christmas ,thanksgiving dinner and the bills under control but i would have liked a little extra money this week ,i am getting spoiled i guess l.o.l
i have been online buying seeds this week for planting in my herb garden in the spring ,you can never start planing the garden...

1. You are not a victim. No matter what happens to you, don't take the pussy route and blame the world for your misfortune. If you were sexually assaulted, verbally abused, etc and lived to tell about it; take your pain and help those who need it. Writing emo poetry isn't going to solve anything.

2. Invest in your education first, your looks second. Anyone can pay a plastic surgeon to look hot, but not everyone can read a book and do simple math.

3. No matter...