I really feel bad for those who have crappy cranky mother in laws. I really do. Cause everytime I talk to mines I seriously feel better. Just being in her presence I feel her blessings leaping onto me. I love that woman. Anyways she woke me up this morning. And I'm always glad to talk to her. She makes me laugh, she makes me smile, she inspires me. So after we hung up I got myself off the sofa...lol Took a bath made my face and put me some clothes on. I went to the Bank, deposited my checks...

Well today is the first day I have truly felt human in 7 days. My head has almost stopped pounding, the sinus pressure in my face has just about gone away, the nagging cough has subsided and my bones aren't aching. Even my temperature has gone down. I need to get to the Bank so that I can deposit money. I need to do it today so I can get him a money order and mail it today, so he will have commissary this week. I need to deposit money so he can call home. I swear I'm not in the mood to give...

You are at your most powerful when you are quiet, watchful and waiting for things to unfold. It is when you are silent that you are expressing your faith and trust in the Universe and in yourself.

Your words and thoughts are powerful but your ability to be silent is equally powerful.

Whether you are expressing a desire to speaking to another person, when the results do not come immediately you are not acting more powerfully when you continue to ask and insist.
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i discovered this the other day, thought i might share...

By T.. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny...

And I'm doing it for no reason at all. I'm wired and wound up on the inside. Worked out today for 2 solid hours. Gonna get me some First Lady Michelle Obama arms. Thought maybe if I blogged the stress would evaporate but no its not gone. I guess I just need some of his good ol' loving and to be wrapped up in his arms. I guess I better just settle for some low fat Skinny Cow icecream. Ugh Ugh Ugh! Oh Well....this to shall pass.