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Old 05-10-2014, 10:01 PM
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Thank you - It's good to know I'm not alone, yet many days this is how I feel. Living in this nightmare praying that I will soon wake up from it. My son is at Robinson and considering the circumstances, he is doing well. As all of us, we are on an emotional rollercoaster - some days are better than others and other days are much worse. I understand what you mean when you see everyone moving on and he is being left behind, missing so much of his son's growing years. It just breaks my heart, but I try to be strong for my grandson as well as my son. My son committed the crime (he too w/alcohol and doing 85%)yet I feel so much of the guilt. I sometimes hate to tell him what we do from day to day without him. He knows we have to live our lives, but I feel imprisoned because I don't want to go out and do anything or feel guilty when I do. I'm still having trouble accepting I guess.
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