Intro--tearsnhope from Maine

[tearsnhope]

i don't know what red flags are for.
HI, i am not giving out my name, please call me tearsnhope- from maine. I woke up one day and everything was upside-down, and i don't know why this is happening to my fiance and me, he is incarcerated i think that's the word for it, not sentanced, he's in rcdc, in brentwood, you know after a while you even have the mailing address memorized, i dont think i'll ever forget it. I dont blame the professionals <police, staties,law> that have helped him get where he is, because see They saved his life i believe, God only knows where he would've ended up thank god he's not in california where they have three strikes your in for life. and thank god he's not back in a hippie commune or dead for that matter, and thank god i know where he is and that i do not search among the missing. and they have medicated him but i think whatever he's on he needs a higher dose cause he is so darn depressed. I am trying to forgive the doctors who were soposed to moniter his progress on a particular medication, and it was against rules to give it to someone with two of his conditions. what do you do, hope pray try to claim from God a better tomorrow.

[Cactus]

Welcome to PTO's NH forum! I saw you in the intro forum and wanted to make sure you knew where we were. I see dozens of people come through there each week and am mindful of my three States. Hey listen, I'm glad you found us and that you're finding your way around the forums, that's great! I've read your posts and understand your feeling's of up-side-down. The doc is never an easy journey. But I've also notice that you're feeling a bit thankful too. You are right about feeling that way considering that he could be in Cali or some other State prison or jail. You have seen for yourself what those other States are like by scrolling around the Other forums. Yeah, NH has it's ups and downs, especially in their health care for inmates. But the violence is a lot less, thankfully! Hey listen, you hang in there, ok? You are not alone in this. We as a community will try and assist you in anyway that we can. We're always here~

[pmitch10]

Welcome to PTO where I hope you can find much comfort and hope and understanding.

[LeaAnn]

Welcome to PTO!

[john's snoopdog]

Welcome to PTO