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believex2 · #1 04-03-2011, 02:12 PM

I joined this site in hopes to have insite from others and to know I'm not the only one out here alone, feeling so lost and lonely at times.. I have know my guy for over 25 yrs. We have been close, dated when we very young and have been back and forth talking through the years. I've always loved him.. Now he's back in and I'm lost in thoughts and feelings.. At times it is very hard.. Missing him until I'm kisses...

eharte · #2 04-03-2011, 06:12 PM

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Originally Posted by believex2

I joined this site in hopes to have insite from others and to know I'm not the only one out here alone, feeling so lost and lonely at times.. I have know my guy for over 25 yrs. We have been close, dated when we very young and have been back and forth talking through the years. I've always loved him.. Now he's back in and I'm lost in thoughts and feelings.. At times it is very hard.. Missing him until I'm kisses...

You are definitely not the only one who feels lost and alone. Sometimes I think I am more depressed than he is, and he's the one locked up. I met my boyfriend while working at the prison where he was. We fell in love, were investigated, I resigned, and he was put in seg. and transferred. I haven't laid eyes on him in almost a month, and I am humbled by the folks on PT who have stuck it out for years and years. If they can do it, so can we. Stay strong and welcome! You are not alone.

No More Tears · #3 04-03-2011, 06:26 PM

Hon, you're not alone. PTO is here to be of service to you, me, them and them. I and others here understand how you're feeling. But try not to let it get the best of you. I do know that it's easier said than done but you have to try. focus on the good times and the good times that are to come.

Bless you

Mrs.Hidalgo · #4 04-03-2011, 06:29 PM

Welcome to PTO!<3
keep your head up...

believex2 · #5 04-03-2011, 06:51 PM

Thanks, he called today two times..so happy just hearing his voice.. not sure when he will call again =( . He had his visits taking ways for 90 days and he put his appeal in for him to get his visits back.. cant see him until may 14th. so we are half way through the 90 days... . I talk to my best friend about him alot.. but I know I get on her nerves talking about him... so thanks so much.

Vixen311 · #6 04-03-2011, 06:33 PM

welcome to pto. you are not alone, we all feel about the same way.some days are good some are bad,just got to ride it out.

believex2 · #7 04-03-2011, 07:36 PM

Prayers and positive thoughts going out to all, and your loved ones..praying they all stay safe...... Believe

Tender · #8 04-05-2011, 02:16 PM

Welcome to Prison Talk. When I first found this place.. I was excited that there were people that understood my situation. PTO has been supportive to me. I hope you received the same or even better support/ treatment.

We all have felt lonely, shoot, I still feel lovely and sad. But time heals all wounds.. there will be days when you talk to your love one and feel just fine about the situation. Then there will be days when you say WTF, I am losing my mind. Can someone die of a broken heart? But come to this site often if you need too.. it helps to hear that you are not the only one feeling the way you do.

believex2 · #9 04-05-2011, 04:30 PM

Thanks ..So much. I know there are times I'm not to sure about all this, and I know some of my friends are like...... walk away from him. I've been trying hard lately to tell him how I feel about everything. It's hard because we have always been just friends... now ... well he seems to want more. I know I've always loved him. 25+ yrs. hoping and praying things can and will change for him, he says all he needs is me by his side.... all I need is for him to stay out of that place.. an change for himself. I just dont know sometimes... I miss him so much. Trying hard to Believe... Thanks again I know it helps to talk to others who understand what your going through too...