Somedays am on cloud 9 ...others on ground zero

[quietgal]

My baby been gone since july last yr.its been hard but its shown me how strong i am.i get to talk to him on the phone once per day,write as much as i can and so does he.there those days i talk to him and i get so exicted after the call.u know me feeling special,loved and all.but there days like today when i talk to him and i feel so down and emotionaly drained.i just cry after the call.we never argue on the phone so why do i feel drained at times and sad..i miss u so much.

[HzAngel]

Aww, its because your feelings are you, and we all know its not easy. I smile for him, while silently crying inside, but what helps is to know in the end, is me knowing I've helped his day.

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[quietgal]

Thanks..Am all happy when we on the phone,but after that i loose it.am too emotional but i'll take each day at a time.

Originally Posted by HzAngel

Aww, its because your feelings are you, and we all know its not easy. I smile for him, while silently crying inside, but what helps is to know in the end, is me knowing I've helped his day.

alwyzBhzzangl

[taraadele18]

I go through this feeling all damn day! When I'm on the phone with him, I'm unstoppable. I can take on the world. Soon as we hang up, I feel high off his love... Then a lil bit later I get sad all over again. Missing him is never easy, but I know it's well worth it!! I love that man!

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[quietgal]

Originally Posted by taraadele18

I go through this feeling all damn day! When I'm on the phone with him, I'm unstoppable. I can take on the world. Soon as we hang up, I feel high off his love... Then a lil bit later I get sad all over again. Missing him is never easy, but I know it's well worth it!! I love that man!

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true that,missing him is so worth it.but u know those phone calls are priceless

[shorty27]

I feel the same its tuff when I talk to him I am over powered w joy then when I hang up reality sits in. stay strong! The road is a tuff one everyone is here for u I have gotten.so much support here. The key for me was to write write write keep ur head up.

[quietgal]

Originally Posted by shorty27

I feel the same its tuff when I talk to him I am over powered w joy then when I hang up reality sits in. stay strong! The road is a tuff one everyone is here for u I have gotten.so much support here. The key for me was to write write write keep ur head up.

thanks.i think without PTO i would be drowning in so many tears and sorrow..i find comfort and support here 4 me and my man.keep ur head up 2.as ladies we stronger than we know.we run the world.lol

[allmylove2020]

Yep im with you! I miss him instantly when the phone hangs up and I learned to hate the sound of him hanging up the phone more than the rude lady that cuts in with the 1 minus warning. I actually just mentioned all this to him in a letter last night. Its like when we're on the phone the world stops and after im split in 2 part of me is drunk off him and the other is heartbroken because I miss him an want just 5 more minutes.