What do you think about this? What does it mean..!

[LiNdSeYo7]

Lindsey,

I'm real glad you wrote me that letter to tell me how you feel. I guess I never knew that was how you really felt about me. You know you're one of the prettiest girls I know and the prettiest girl I have ever talked to. I sometimes feel like I messed things up between us because of the things I've done. I know I've always wanted a girl I could express my feelings to and at the same time, be my bestfriend. I know we've become real good friends since we broke up and I never wanted to ruin that by going out again and breaking up. I kinda thought if we was to go through that again it would push us further apart and that is the last thing I would want to happen. I guess what I'm saying is, do you think that would happen? Or could we still be friends if we broke up? Cause I wouldn't want to lose you as a friend, and I don't want you to feel like you have too wait for me either, because I know I'll be here for at least a few months if not years. Because I'm in here for serious charges, and I don't want you to tell me that you want to be with me and then play games with me. Because almost everyone I've ever been close to in my whole life has done me wrong. My family at one time, girlfriends, friends. I never even knew my grandparents. So I really don't want to get let down again.

But enough of that, I feel like shit cause I can't make it to your play. It almost brought a tear to my eye, and deep down I feel like I'm letting you down in a way. Actually, I know I am. Because I promised I would be there and I won't be able to make it.. and I know that play means alot to you and it meant alot to me to see you there. I want you to know I am very sorry. Well anyways, are you going to Prom? And if so, who are you going with? I don't want me being here to stop you from having a goodtime. Because I'm okay and I can take care of myself, I have for most of my life. And besides Mark is in my unit. I bet you didn't know that. We really shouldn't be but I smooth talked the counsiler into it, you know how I do. So I tried calling you on 3-way but you were probably at rehersal and that Mikayla's number had a block. Tell me if you want me to call your house at a certain time and I will. Well anyways, I'll talk to you later and hopefully see you sometime soon. But I'll let you get back to your stuff. Don't worry about me and phone calls cost only $1.10.

Love Always,

Mike


-- I'm hoping this isn't just jail talk, but hey.. Who knows? I mean, some of this is stuff he told me before.. but we'll have to see how it goes. I'm not going to start dating someone while they're in jail, but I'll for sure be here when he gets out..

Just wondering what you guys have to say!

[California Sunshine]

I think it sounds like he cares for you and perhaps wants a relationship again but maybe wants to take it slow as he doesn't want you to feel like you have to put your life on hold and/or is concerned that it will ruin your friendship if things don't work out

Personally I think he sounds sincere and I'd talk to him about it and take things slow,don't rush into anything until you both know it is what you want for sure

[seansgram]

I think the idea of friends is best at this time and then go slow and see how it works out, but you have to make the choice. Good luck, hon

[Sunnie]

I think that you should go slow too, but it seems as though he is very understanding and can express how he feels.
This guy seems to care very much about you.