I Saw This Vision About Him 13 Years Ago And It Is Now

[ariesandtaurus]

We are not sure if this has anything to do with his injury, or that he is just really fet up with the time or that someone in there he thought was a good friend actually is a trader/phony or all of this combined...

I had a dream when I first started to visit him again over 13 years ago that I was walking through a maze trying to find him... I found him sitting on a bleacher just starring up into the sun. My sister also was just sitting with us and he had nothing to say, just kept on starring into the sun...

Last night when he called he told me I don't know what is wrong with me. I do not want to socialize with anyone, I can't write anymore, I can not read, I just lay in my bed starring up at the ceiling counting the holes. I told him you told me you do this years ago when I tell you I use to cry at night to fall asleep and you waiting for sleep to find you while you were starring up at the ceiling. Then he told me what I visioned he said today in the big yard I just walked around by myself and sat on the bench alone. He said people are wondering what is wrong with me, he goes I do not know what is wrong with me. I am becoming a fool. He said I speak to crazy steve and he goes lately, I think I am crazy...

I truly didnt know what to say to him. I told him get out of this rut your in before it is too late. Start reading again. Read magazines, books. Start to write your brother, me again , your friend that writes me you havent wrote him. Do your crosswords. I didnt know what else to say but I know this was my vision from 1995.

[beel0vely16]

I'm a true believer that things like that DO happen.

Just keep being there for him. I guess after 13 years he's bound to go through something like this, right? Sounds like a really bad depression- not craziness. As long as he is reassured that he has you and people who care for him he will come out of it over time. Try not to worry toooo much and keep doing all that you are doing! Stay strong xoxo

[DirksWifey]

Originally Posted by ariesandtaurus

I am becoming a fool. He said I speak to crazy steve and he goes lately, I think I am crazy...

What do you mean crazy steve ?

I am sorry. Just keep trying to encourage him

[RAG4LIFE]

Originally Posted by ariesandtaurus

We are not sure if this has anything to do with his injury, or that he is just really fet up with the time or that someone in there he thought was a good friend actually is a trader/phony or all of this combined...

I had a dream when I first started to visit him again over 13 years ago that I was walking through a maze trying to find him... I found him sitting on a bleacher just starring up into the sun. My sister also was just sitting with us and he had nothing to say, just kept on starring into the sun...

Last night when he called he told me I don't know what is wrong with me. I do not want to socialize with anyone, I can't write anymore, I can not read, I just lay in my bed starring up at the ceiling counting the holes. I told him you told me you do this years ago when I tell you I use to cry at night to fall asleep and you waiting for sleep to find you while you were starring up at the ceiling. Then he told me what I visioned he said today in the big yard I just walked around by myself and sat on the bench alone. He said people are wondering what is wrong with me, he goes I do not know what is wrong with me. I am becoming a fool. He said I speak to crazy steve and he goes lately, I think I am crazy...

I truly didnt know what to say to him. I told him get out of this rut your in before it is too late. Start reading again. Read magazines, books. Start to write your brother, me again , your friend that writes me you havent wrote him. Do your crosswords. I didnt know what else to say but I know this was my vision from 1995.

It may be easier said than done for him to get out of the rut hes in...it may take a little time...heck, I think he did good to go this long without having gone into one...does he have anything positive to look forward to, like trailers, a visit from you or his children? maybe thats what he needs to cheer him up....whatever it is, I hope it gets better for him.

[ariesandtaurus]

I go up every week or every other week.. Crazy steve is this crazy guy that he sits with at the table .. yeah, i see steve in the visit everyone calls him that but in a good way.. my husband told me he is trying to talk to him about right and wrong but if nothing is in it for this man, he doesnt want to be bothered. He also went around talking about the woman he married was a prostitute and whatever else to the other inmates...
But for my husband he is on medicaton for the injury and has to take it forever to prevent the seizures, but he was in federal prison for 7 years in the 80's .. and now this ... he is definitely in a rut. I think the time really is getting to him.