Intro--tearsnhope from Maine

[tearsnhope]

i don't know what red flags are for.
HI, i am not giving out my name, please call me tearsnhope- from maine. I woke up one day and everything was upside-down, and i don't know why this is happening to my fiance and me, he is incarcerated i think that's the word for it, not sentanced, he's in rcdc, in brentwood, you know after a while you even have the mailing address memorized, i dont think i'll ever forget it. I dont blame the professionals <police, staties,law> that have helped him get where he is, because see They saved his life i believe, God only knows where he would've ended up thank god he's not in california where they have three strikes your in for life. and thank god he's not back in a hippie commune or dead for that matter, and thank god i know where he is and that i do not search among the missing. and they have medicated him but i think whatever he's on he needs a higher dose cause he is so darn depressed. I am trying to forgive the doctors who were soposed to moniter his progress on a particular medication, and it was against rules to give it to someone with two of his conditions. what do you do, hope pray try to claim from God a better tomorrow.