how much worse could my visit get???

[illbwaiting4D]

when i go to see my man its a hit and miss weather we actually get to visit or not... sometimes they make up reasons that i cant see him and other times they say he denies my visit.. and i know thats a lie!!!

well i can handle not seeing him... cause we talk on the phone often and write daily.

but the last time i went to visit my car was stolen out of the parking lot...

my insurance covered it but i cant decide to go back to visit or not.

what do you all think?

i love him and i would give up alot to be with him... but insurance wont cover my car agian....

i guess my real question is: WHO ELSE HAS HAD THIER CAR STOLEN DURING VISITATION? SHOULD I RISK IT AGAIN? WHAT DO YOU THINK THE PROBABILITY IS IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN?

my firends and family tell me hes not worth it but i would do anything to go see him. <3