Can't picture my life without him, but there are things I can't give up.

[mszayzaybrat]

I met my man when i was 16 and i love him from the Frist time i lay eyes on him he was a thug and i was just a school girl our lives was differnt i last seen him when i was almost 17 he got lock up the day after. 7 year later i found out he got life in 06 he call my mom and i had just got home from the navy we talk and he ask me to be with him i was confuse and said no let just talk on the phone and stuff but something inside me told me it was okay i love him never forgotten bout him so i committed and he calls me his wife got my name Tia across his chest i have not seen him yet but i wait for my vistion form to be approve but i found it really hard and there days when letter our not enough and im fresh to all this i have mess up a few time but he has forgaven me but i want to be the wife he need he has been the best man i ever known he really has my heart but there alot of stuff im not ready to give up like sex im young 23 and he 24. And i still think i got my whole life ahead of me but i can't pictrue my life without him i really just need support and advice friend that know what im going thur