My dads going to prison i have no idea how to handle my feelings.

[WhitleyTaylor]

My dad is going to priosn, by the way they talk he is going to be there for awhile. My feelings are so crazy all the time. Hes been in jail for 7 months already. I get really depressed and ignore the world i hate it. My dad is a really good dad, we were so close....like best friends. Then everything went down hill and its really hard for me. Im such a daddys girl. I hate listening to some family members making cruel comments and it really upsets me. Im mad at my dad and really disapointed and on the other hand im so upset and down. I constantly have thoughts going through my head about him and i can hardly handle it all. I sleep a lot to keep my mind off of it but its hard. Im letting it controll my life now. I try so hard to get over it but i just cant. My dad is my world. Im only 16 and if they stick to his date he will get out when im really old. Its just hard to handle. I cry a lot without meaning to, i cant go to my friends anymore because when i see them laugh with their dads it kills me. If someone says dad i turn the other way i dont even bother. I dont watch tv anymore because im scared to see the "happy" familys and dads. Im trying really hard to handle this but when i go to someone they all say one thing "get over it" or "he did this to himself" Yes i know he did but it is still effecting me greatly.