Excited about visit

[forsakenLove]

First off I'm not sure if I'm putting this thread in the right place?? Sorry MOD if its not..
So I was supposed to roll down an see my Husband this past weekend, but due to my car breaking down, probation papers, an $$$, I wasn't able to
But as of today, I have a car, papers to show I'm off probation, an $$$ has been handled!!...so I'm Cruzin down in 3 days for Our First contact Visit!!..God I am soo Excited, Nervous, an feel like I wanna crawl out of my skin...I don't know wht its gonna be like to touch him again after 3yrs?!!...wht are we gonna do?..this is my first time for contact visit, I know wht its like when we have our barrier visits, but this is something I've only dreamed about an my dreams are comming true!!
Can any of you Ladies or Gentleman tell me how you handled the suspence leading up to your first Contact visit?!!!..i can't eat, not sure if I can sleep, but most of all he doesn't even know yet that I'm able to come out untiL he gets this letter I sent out...FREAKING OUR HERE...