I'm so scared

[Thosewhosaveus]

It's been a year this month since things started. He has 13 more to go. We were talking the other day and he says he doesn't think he'll ever survive this, he doesn't think he wants too. He says life isn't worth living and it won't be ever again. He said it's nothing I can do to make it better. It just will never be OK again. I am scared. I'm so so scared. How do I help him get through it...and how do I get through this..I don't even have him to lean on anymore. I've been crying alot lately, and when he calls I sometimes cry when we say goodbye. I feel bad, but the tears just come when I say I love you for the last time.

I'm sorry I guess I just needed to have a pity party and vent a little. I feel like my heart is breaking.

[Sheryl P.]

Oh I'm sorry you are hurting so much.
Sometimes they just have to did deep and find the strength to go on.
If he can get involved in classes,work or other meaningful things to keep him busy the time will not seem quite so hard.
I know you would like to just make all this go away and can't.
Take it to God and let him carry the burdens that you can't.
I hope it gets better for you both.
Huggs