Feeling very lonely after my visit

[lexi12]

Yesterday, I came back home to Switzerland after I visited my fiancé in PA. We spent wonderful 4 days together, got engaged and enjoyed together every single second. Unfortunately the days passed by to quick and I had to leave again. On my last day with him he "kicked" me out of the visitor room so quick that I didn't had time to break down. I aksed him why he did this to me and his answer was: I don't wanted to see you crying Sweetie and I don't wanted that you see me crying. This was so heartbreking....A tough prison guy breaks down and cries like a little child because the woman he loves has to leave again. After my visits I've spent a few days together withs his parents and I felt very welcome. Now I am back home and feel so lonely and down....I knew it would be hard to leave him back and not be able to take with me....But as I arrived home yesterday morning I found a beuatiful card in my mailbox he sent out after I left last Sunday and today I received a very long long letter in which he thanks me very much that I went visiting him. He is such a wonderful person, I love him more than I can tell and I know we are going to make it work with this distance between us. There are 6.5 years more to go but we can see a light at the horizon because we know we belongs together. Nothing and nobody can separates me from the man I love and the 5000miles between us are peanuts. It makes me so sad to wait until April when I can go for my next visit but every day brings us closer....
I wanted to share this with all of you and I'd like to show you our pictures. He is the love of my life and will always be. I'm proud that he wants to give me his name and we are planning to marry when I'm going to visit him again in April.
Ladies, stay strong for yourself and for your men inside. P and I, we can make it work even with the distance between us, it's going to be hard but at the end of this nightmare we are together.

[Klewis]

I am glad you had a good visit. It is hard leaving them behind. When I go see my Fiance' I be okay Saturday but on Sunday we both be sad as the hours pass. My Fiance' to always have something waiting in the mail for me when I return home. April will be here before you know it and the pictures were beautiful.

[mallafri]

Glad you had an awesome visit! I live in Sweden, so I know how hard the distance can be. I try and go every third month, we once went four and a half months between visits and that was torture, never doing that again.

[lexi12]

The distance thing is really a torture. I wish I could visit him also every 3rd month but unfortunately this is not possible. Flights are so very expensive, I have an 8yr old daughter and I can't take her all the time out of school. So I'm only able to see him 2x per year. But I'm lucky enough to be able to visit him because I know there are people outside who lives in the same country as their LO and are not able to see them for years. In our hearts we are not separated, there is no distance and to know this makes us strong and helps us to deal with everything.

[ilovecoffee]

Beautiful pictures. I am hoping to visit my babe in March. I live in Canada and he is the States. We are only 10 hours apart but its time and money that is lacking. I have started a savings account so by the time March hits I can go I hope!

[Sheryl P.]

You look very happy together.
I'm gald you had a wonderful visit and congratulations on your engagement.
Thanks for sharing.