Notice to new members intending to register - from January 9th 2012

Rogerswifey · #**776** 08-17-2012, 10:12 PM

I saw my baby for the first time today, I miss him already! We had a very good visit. I just love that man and can't wait until he comes home.

tyreens_wifey79 · #**777** 08-17-2012, 10:15 PM

I miss my man so much. I wish time would just speed by so we don't have to look back at this again. love him so much and just want to be with him every day

SharisiaBlack · #**778** 08-18-2012, 08:31 AM

I miss him so much he has only been gone for two months sixteen to go hopefully. You guys give me so much hope, im breaking down.

PugsleyBabygirl · #**779** 08-18-2012, 11:21 AM

I hate this i get the visits back and i cant even get out to see him

I hate it

Iceony76 · #**780** 08-18-2012, 01:01 PM

I miss him everyday. Tomorrow is going to make a month since I've seen him and I have no idea when I can make it up to NY again. I wish I lived closer. I just have to continue to speak to him as much as he calls me (everyday) and continue to write! Most of all I pray that he passes the board, continues to be safe, and that our love remains strong until his release and beyond! Hang in there ladies!

Kingsgirl · #**781** 08-19-2012, 04:54 AM

I am new to this site and Just need to be able to get my feelings out. My fiance is in state prison and I have no idea how to deal with any of it. Nobody in my life has any idea what I'm going through and are constantly making me feel like I'm stupid for being with him. He has been in my life for 13 years. He has been my best friend for 6 and my boyfriend and fiance for 4 years. He's been gone for 5 months already and just went upstate 2 weeks ago. I have no idea how long hes going to be gone for and I havent been able to talk to him since he went up. Even though he's been in jail for 5 months already things have not gotten any easier. I feel like I'm going crazy without him. I dont have anyone else in my life. we were together all the time if we werent working. I don't have any real friends or anyone I can call to talk to. I have no energy but I also cant sit still or sleep. If that makes any sense. I know I am very depressed and anyone who knows me can see that. I dont know how to get myself out of this funk and get my life together so that I can start getting things ready for our life together for when he does get home. I Just find myself crying ALL the time and I want everyone to leave me alone. Mainly because the very few people that do ask me how I'm doing have no idea what I'm going through so they simply tell me to "get over it and move on" I feel like I have noone and then I found this site. So i figured I would give it a shot in hopes that being able to talk to other people who are going through what I'm going through will help.

..Plus can someone tell me how to write my own post. Not sure if im doing it right..so I hit reply to write.

kayteedidz · #**782** 08-19-2012, 12:56 PM

i miss him sooo badly all i do is cry everytime i think about him. i am new to all this and i am scared beyond belief. we have been together for 5 years, every second for those five years he was beside me. we did everything together. store, parks, any little thing he was beside me. does this ever get any easier???? i am hoping so because like i said i am so depressed i dont even want to get out of bed. i cant function without him. i dont want to eat or anything all i can do is think about him and cry and cry and cry

Rogerswifey · #**783** 08-19-2012, 04:27 PM

Hey ladies (and gents), sorry I just need to vent. I saw by babe this past Friday for the first time and now I'm feeling a bit depressed. It feels like I am missing him more now than before I got to see him. I don't know what to do.

KOAS'girl · #**784** 08-19-2012, 04:36 PM

I can't explain how much I miss my love. He still has 4 and a half years to go. I think about him all the time. He is my bestfriend and my everything. I go see him in 22 days and I can't wait. There are days that are tougher than others.

Rogerswifey · #**785** 08-19-2012, 04:41 PM

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Originally Posted by KOAS'girl

I can't explain how much I miss my love. He still has 4 and a half years to go. I think about him all the time. He is my bestfriend and my everything. I go see him in 22 days and I can't wait. There are days that are tougher than others.

I know what you mean. Today is a pretty hard day for me. I don't know what it is about today but I am really missing him and having a hard time with it. I hope tomorrow is a better day for us both.

GottaMakeIt33 · #**786** 08-19-2012, 04:53 PM

I miss my fiancé . We haven't seen each other in a week. No new mail bc he just transferred. I finally get my GTL phone account approved and probably won't hear from him for 30days. Missing him like crazy! I can't wait to get our first contact visit in over a year. DIM I MISS HIM?! I can't wait to get some type of contact to know he's okay and not going nuts like me. I miss my shoulder to cry on. My #1 promoter when work sucks. My best friend, my protector, my sweetheart. What I miss most is that he's not right here next to me laughing and joking with me over my corny jokes.

gryn_is · #**787** 08-19-2012, 04:55 PM

I'm missing my babe so much. I'm feeling really down today. After 9 months of waiting for the visiting to get approved, we had it all taken away. No phones or visits right now, for how long don't know. I am thankful for the few visits we did have. Just hurts to have it all taken away after waiting so long. I keep telling myself "This to shall pass" Keep your head up ladies. Easier said than done, I know!

jlong92 · #**788** 08-19-2012, 08:11 PM

i am missing my husband so much....some times i dont feel as if i can even get out of the bed and make it through the day...i havent heard from my husband all week...since last sunday...i havent even received a letter from him and i am worried to death...i am making my self sick with worry

WJD · #**789** 08-19-2012, 08:14 PM

Oh my goodness you poor thing! You need to do something else with yourself to get the time over with quicker. YOUR not in prison. Do stuff, like work, go to school, take a cooking class...something-anything! You will be SO glad you did

Michela1010 · #**790** 08-20-2012, 06:31 PM

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Originally Posted by R. Lindsey

Missing my man. Sometimes I can't wait to get to bed and fall asleep so I'll wake up and it'll be one more day closer to him but then I can't even go to sleep. Well, someday this will be over.

Well, ditto to you... my husband & I have been separated for just over 2 years now. We were married just before he was sentenced for a case he caught a few months before we got together. You're right, someday this all will be a distant memory. However, right now it's so lonely living without my husband. We lost our home and all of our belongings 2 weeks ago in the Mannford, OK fire & it's been really tough picking up all of the pieces by myself.

MsUnique70 · #**791** 08-20-2012, 07:49 PM

I miss him like crazy, he's been gone for 7 months and it's been hard and we have four years to go..this is all new to me & i feel like my best friend has been ripped away from me

vlp6570 · #**792** 08-23-2012, 03:01 AM

The words in this song, I thought of all of YOU. This site is very needed. Imagining all of your LO's, sending this song to you.
Music helps me

jujuh69 · #**793** 08-23-2012, 09:49 AM

I have missed my sweetie for 65 days now. We were together every day before his misfortunate incarceration. It is amazing how a woman can lie because of being hurt and bitter which causes your freedom to be taken away. However, I do thank her for making our love stronger and for bringing us closer together. I know God has a plan for us and I will be here waiting for him to return. I hope the parole board today sees all the evidence he has and they see through her malicious and vindictive attempt to have him locked up for letting her go.

I miss my guy so much. We write each other everyday and he calls every other day. God knows how much we love each other and I have faith God will return him to me soon.

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Originally Posted by ben's girl

Missing your man? And need to just let it out to people who understand? We all go through moments where we miss our guys and just don't have anyone on the outside who understands. Who better than the H/B PTO members to help you out during your difficult time.

So, if you are missing your man and need to get your thoughts off your chest, this is YOUR thread to do so.

Chin up, ladies. We'll get through this together.

LuvNmyheart12 · #**794** 08-23-2012, 10:43 AM

Thanks PTO for having a place where people can come to let out their emotions. I miss my fiance everyday but each day is one day closer to his homecoming (: I am so proud of him for his strength of getting through these lasts 3 1/2 years. We are each others backbone through these rough times.

LuvNmyheart12 · #**795** 08-23-2012, 10:45 AM

i am sorry that this has been hard for you. I know how you feel i was in your shoes at one time not knowing what to expect, but just be strong for him and you and together you will get through it. Make sure you write him all the time, that gets them through these hardships. Visitations are great time to just spend together. send lots of pictures too, keeps them smiling as much as they can. My fiance was locked up 3 1/2 years ago and only a couple of months left to go... time went by fast but just keep your mind busy and motivate yourself to be strong. Just know there are so many other people out there that feel just like you. Chin up!

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Originally Posted by MsUnique70

I miss him like crazy, he's been gone for 7 months and it's been hard and we have four years to go..this is all new to me & i feel like my best friend has been ripped away from me

femmefatale76 · #**796** 08-23-2012, 02:01 PM

Gosh, its been so long since I've cried. Last night something just triggered it and I cried. I haven't been sad or depressed either.

There is just so much going on. I got a new job at a casino which is great! After I got the call I got it...I just sat there with the phone in my hand wishing I could call him and tell him the great news. He can't even call right now because he's in AD-SEG.

I got a letter today from him and he will be having a surgery for a hernia he has. Which is a lot to him. He's had 2 open heart surgeries. He takes all kinds of meds. To regulate his blood/heart. There is a lot to it. I just wish I could be there because its so risky with his condition.

I finally got approved to see him. We haven't had a visit for 2 years. Now with me working crazy hours and taking care of our daughter, its going to be tough going down there. It's only 1 hr away. I will be going though!

Just over all. I'm missing him so much. He has yet to meet our daughter. She's 16 months old.

I just want him home

his parole date is Feb 2nd 2019....that's ifffff all goes as planned.

Just venting

forever&always

Rogerswifey · #**797** 08-23-2012, 05:17 PM

I am going to see my baby again in two weeks. I can't wait. I miss him so much. My last visit (which was my first visit) confirmed that I am doing the right thing. Being with him at that moment, it was as if we had never been apart.

Dobri2732 · #**798** 08-23-2012, 11:27 PM

My honey has been gone for 6 months and we have 5 more months to go. We write a lot but he hasn't been allowed visits or phonecalls in 3 months. I miss his voice, his face. Being able to visit him once a week and getting a call once or twice a week in the beginning helped somewhat but now this is pure torture! I have been keeping myself so busy lately but now I've had time to slow down and my mind is racing. This is the worst! I'm sick to my stomach! I'm really trying not to lose it tonight.

WJD · #**799** 08-23-2012, 11:36 PM

At least you made it past the halfway mark

How long have you guys been together? Are you married or were you living together before he went in?

Dobri2732 · #**800** 08-24-2012, 12:17 AM

2 years...he's my boyfriend but we love eachother so much and I feel after this, we will be getting married. We didn't live together but spent a lot of time together. Yes I'm glad we are past the half way point, and the 6 months have gone by kind of quick, but I'm afraid these next 5 months will slow down. I got a letter today and I was happy after I read it but then after a while it all sunk in along with my heart.