I Am So Pisssed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[stevesboo23]

I COULD SCREAM!! I AM HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS THAT IF I COULD I WOULD HOP IN THE CAR AND DRIVE 5 HOURS JUST SO I COULD STRANGLE MY OLD MAN !!

Okay, so we were waiting for the parole decision which we should have gotten later this week and guess what...... while Gage is gone to REC last week gues what happened.....they raided his cell and found a 5 1/2 inch shank concealed in the bottom of his fan. Therefor he is in the hole and also got a street charge, lost his minnimum ( which we were waiting for a transfer to warkworth which is a hell of alot closer for me) for another 6 months. His warrant expiry is Septemebr 2005 but still. If you are tryingto get s**t straight then why would you still have a shank in your cell?????????
I wish we had a phone he could call on right about now cause I am !!

Things were somewhat looking up, he had just finished his program at the regional treatment center, he had a job running the rec department in RTC, we had a lawyer fighting the fact that they are trying to tell him that if he comes to london the RCMP and OPP are gonna make our lives a living hell and they say he has to go to Toronto. If you ask me there are more drugs and possible trouble to get into in toronto then london.

I love my man to death but it is days like this that I just feel like throwing the towel in and giving up. I cant handle much more of this. I know I was not getting my hopes up that he would get his parole but still.... a shank come on , I understand there are alot of bugs in RTC cause that is what RTC is for but why??????????

I am sick of not getting answers, I do not understand how they can tell him he cant come to london????? I know he has this stupid 8.10 order but please, I just dont understand how toronto is better then london. I can't wait another 2 years to be with him. I cant live in london knowing his out but has to live in toronto .

I am so upset and confused right now, I am not having a good day at all! I hope you all can make sense of this muddled post.

Just wanted to scream and cry and whine to someone.
Thanks, Jill

[BabyGirl2Him]

I'm sorry you are going through this. Its time like these that we need strong shoulders to lean on. Us, here at PTO are here for you. Keep your held up. Good things come to those who wait.

[stevesboo23]

Thanks girl, we all have our bad days right????

[PTO56489]

Sorry you are having a bad day...we all have them !!! I am wondering if the planets are misaligned or something...because it seems a lot our men are acting quirky these days *sigh*! I honestly don't know what goes through his mind sometimes...and lucky for him I can't call him when he stresses me out *ha ha ha*


Hang in there and I hope you get the answers to your questions.

[stevesboo23]

Thanks, I am hanging in here!!!!ONE DAY AT A TIME ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!!!