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Old 08-21-2016, 03:47 PM
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One thing that he can not promise me is that he will remain free,
and it is scary to me to have a family and for my King to not be free,
I can't do it alone, I don't want to be on my own,
can i help this man be the best that he can? or will i simply destroy him?
loyalty is a hard thing to have when you can't touch,hold or even see your
man, I've done the best that i can for a man that i have never met before
a day in my life
The fear overwhelming me, not sure if he is doing it because he loves me
or because i am all that he has,
What's the difference? does he love me? or is he afraid to lose me in his
greatest time of vulnerability? he has given me all he has as a locked up
man, is it because I'm all he has?
very confusing, its like an illusion of a man that I've never seen or
experienced, just calls, letters, and outdated pictures.
Confused how he's expressed he has no plans to follow the rules,
so i guess I'll be crying the blues me and my babies,
how can i be with a man, that has never had a relationship with a woman?
how could i be with a man that never been free but for brief periods of
time? how can i be with a man that has only had animalistic relationships
with men? How will I be able to tame him?
he laughs at me if i say i will leave him, and that eats me alive,
I have no strength to leave a man who has nothing but me,
I'm so phsycologically gone over this man,
I feel trapped in his cell, so complicated as i dwell,
on a man , A strong Beautiful Black Man,
Who I have no courage to leave even though
he's not even free my mind constantly taunts me
in my dreams CONFUSED.

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Old 10-24-2016, 03:53 PM
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Confused
One thing that he can not promise me is that he will remain free,
and it is scary to me to have a family and for my King to not be free,
I can't do it alone, I don't want to be on my own,
can i help this man be the best that he can? or will i simply destroy him?
loyalty is a hard thing to have when you can't touch,hold or even see your
man, I've done the best that i can for a man that i have never met before
a day in my life
The fear overwhelming me, not sure if he is doing it because he loves me
or because i am all that he has,
What's the difference? does he love me? or is he afraid to lose me in his
greatest time of vulnerability? he has given me all he has as a locked up
man, is it because I'm all he has?
very confusing, its like an illusion of a man that I've never seen or
experienced, just calls, letters, and outdated pictures.
Confused how he's expressed he has no plans to follow the rules,
so i guess I'll be crying the blues me and my babies,
how can i be with a man, that has never had a relationship with a woman?
how could i be with a man that never been free but for brief periods of
time? how can i be with a man that has only had animalistic relationships
with men? How will I be able to tame him?
he laughs at me if i say i will leave him, and that eats me alive,
I have no strength to leave a man who has nothing but me,
I'm so phsycologically gone over this man,
I feel trapped in his cell, so complicated as i dwell,
on a man , A strong Beautiful Black Man,
Who I have no courage to leave even though
he's not even free my mind constantly taunts me
in my dreams CONFUSED.

written By Aayaah:
A.K.A (A.Sloan)
Wow, nice writing. And, he sounds just like my ex. Gorgeous physical being (except for eyes like a shark, black and soul-less) but total sociopath, love of his life is Money but can't function in society (i.e. earn his own). He cycles through woman after woman, several at a time (he's a pimp/trafficker). He will pursue you, don't be flattered by that, predators are extremely persistent.
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Old 10-24-2016, 05:27 PM
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Default Prayer is powerful

And I am a believing woman
He has his flaws but, we both
Have the same belief. Sorry bout your situation
But we have a blue print layed out by our religion
So I'm good this poem was 9 months
Ago, we still striving, and my man my problem
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