Fighting through it all

[SydneyL]

I posted in here the other day saying I think I'm losing it well I have read and re-read his last 2 letters to me and also put pen to paper to answer a lot of his doubts and fears coming through in his letters. I guess I kept reading them to try and make sense of what he was saying but when you love someone you don't see their faults all you see standing before you is the most wonderful man in the world. At least its that way for me I couldn't imagine what my life would be like with out him in my world. I think what triggered all of this is next month August it will be his 3rd anniversary of his sentencing and then in Feb. of the following year we got married. He has said over and over that it isn't fair that I should be doing 15 to life with him but I've told him over and over that God first made us friends then your wife are you going to now start doubting God as well? I don't live in a dream world I know there is a chance that he may never see the outside world again but then if it's God's will then he will.
He told me in his last letter I wasn't Wonder Woman and he wasn't Superman now that had to have an answer and I know this will make him smile because I told him "Hey I know I'm not Wonder Woman I'm to short and I don't have enough on top to fill the suit but you on the other hand ARE my Superman!"
I've taken all the great advice I recieved form all my other Lifer Sister's here and put it to good use. I will let you know what his next letter has to say
Thanks again you are the greatest bunch I've ever met!

[coolchik4sure]

Originally Posted by SydneyL

He told me in his last letter I wasn't Wonder Woman and he wasn't Superman now that had to have an answer and I know this will make him smile because I told him "Hey I know I'm not Wonder Woman I'm to short and I don't have enough on top to fill the suit but you on the other hand ARE my Superman!"

That should get a huge smile from him! I know it's tough...I'm doing that kind of time with my boyfriend.
LOVE will make you do crazy things but it sure feels great!

[babytshka]

syd,we had such a delerium in the chatroom ! i am dumping my <jane> outfit for a wonder woman one,i feel that i'll need it more than jane in my near future i hope that i will be ok for you soon,let us know,hoping to chat again,till then....big huge warm hug!vero

[Retired-24]

He has said over and over that it isn't fair that I should be doing 15 to life with him but I've told him over and over that God first made us friends then your wife are you going to now start doubting God as well?

Yanno that was well said gurl! Sometimes I think maybe I should think about that cause Tommy has said repeated enuff that he feels that we was meant to be for us meeting etc. I have questioned that a trillion times to be honest. I love him more then anything and I learned to let things come as they go. I didn't need to understand everything right there and then.

~Bella~