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keepingsilent1 · #**101** 02-21-2009, 10:58 AM

I miss my sons smiling face
I miss his jokes
I miss seeing him care for other people
I miss hearing him tell me how good the food was that I made
I miss his kisses on my cheek
I miss laughing at all the silly things he would do
I miss my little boy
I miss the man that he became
Before... he decided he wanted to be the bad boy

Michael's mama · #**102** 02-21-2009, 09:17 PM

I miss hearing his truck pull up in the drive and his sweet smile coming in the door, 'Hey mama!! Love you!' His face...his eyes...seeing him sleeping all over the bed before I left for work in the morning. His laugh and him making me laugh. Like someone said, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

LOVELY123 · #**103** 02-21-2009, 11:23 PM

i miss everithing for mi son ,he's smile , charmin , but more of everthing i misss he'm evryday

perque · #**104** 04-15-2009, 01:10 AM

This is a few months old, but it bears bringing to the top...
I miss seeing him and his sister entertain each other...I love to hear my children (even now that they are grown) laugh together.

imamomtoo · #**105** 04-19-2009, 06:17 PM

I miss everything.
I do talk to him
I do read his thoughts and words
but, to look at his beautiful face and to hold him tightly, never wanting to let go.
I miss everything, absolutely EVERYTHING.

earlsgirl22 · #**106** 04-19-2009, 06:20 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Believing

I miss the innocence of a young child
I miss their sensitiviy (I have two sons)
And I miss their trusting smiles and the sparkles of joy in their eyes

Their lifestyles of drugs have stripped these away from my sons. I want to see them back. I want them to be able to trust again. I want them to truly know the joy of the Lord. And I want them to have sensitive and loving hearts. What the enemy has meant for evil, God can turn for good. I pray I'm alive to see it, but if not, I will die believing it is a done deal!

amen!!!!!

myindians · #**107** 04-19-2009, 07:45 PM

Thank you for this thread..

My heart goes out to all of you! When my son was in jail..

I missed his hugs the most! I miss him wrapping them around me! I miss them squeezing me in that big bear hug! I still remember missing that the most!

I received two hugs while he was in jail. The first one, I begged the detective on a voice message for me to be able to hug him. I was going to see him at 10 and his lawyer and the detective was meeting with him at 11. I left that day thinking the detective was not going to let me. I got half way across town when the call came in. That day will live in my mind forever. I got the news for me to come back and to wait in the lobby of the detective office. I could not drive and thank God I was almost at a friend's house that drove me back! That day I got a hug that I longed for. The detective could not watch... When I left the office that day, the detective stood in the door way with a tear in his eye.

I missed everything about him. I miss watching him sleep, him playing with is brothers, playing with his dog Zazu! There was nothing I didn't miss from him!

I pray for all of you to have the day again soon that you can hear your child in your home again!

NoAirMan · #**108** 04-21-2009, 01:32 AM

I miss yelling at my daughter;
"GET YOUR ASS READY FOR SCHOOL!" or,
" DONT YOUR FRIENDS HAVE ANY PLACE, ELSE, WHERE YOU CAN HANG?". ...

UserNamesRCrazy · #**109** 04-21-2009, 03:35 PM

I miss hearing his voice (even when he was yelling at someone)
I miss his big beautiful green eyes and the way he smiles

southernsarah · #**110** 04-21-2009, 06:58 PM

I miss his sarcastic sense of humor. I miss being able to call his cell phone anytime something happened and telling him about it. I miss his calls to check on how my day is going if he has not heard from me. I miss having him and his girlfriend (whichever one it is at the time) walk in the house at night and him saying "So guess what?" And gossiping with me about the goings on in their group. I miss him and his girlfriend competing with "Let me tell her" "NO let ME tell her!""You got to tell her the other thing its MY turn!" LOL
I miss his presence in my daily life and I miss his calm, confident attitude when it comes to life's issues.
I miss hearing his ideas, debating our differences and embracing our similarities.
I simply miss him.

HisGrace · #**111** 04-21-2009, 11:06 PM

I miss him playing his guitar upstairs when he lived at home. I miss seeing him with his daughter and how gentle and sweet he was with her. I miss him kidding around with his brothers, All the camping trips they did and rafting and climbing. I loved seeing those boys together.

meg'smom · #**112** 04-22-2009, 11:32 AM

LOL noairman................ I told Megan I would give anything to be able to scream at her again...."Clean up this Damn room!!" Or " Why do you think i want to feed the entire neighborhood? YOu need to find somewhere else to hang out!"

cahsmom · #**113** 04-22-2009, 12:15 PM

I can relate to all the comments more than you know. I miss him so much and am so scared that this will be a pattern for him. He will turn 30 years old in prison...nothing I ever imagined could happen. No one knows the sorrow, fear and worry mothers endure. Not even my son. I hope he will never know this pain with his children. The prison where he is at transfered him out of a pretty decent dorm to one that is full of problem inmates. No reason given. He has been denied furlough and is basically doing 2 years for a petty theft. I am not proud of his actions but I do believe enough is enough. It breaks my heart to hear him say "mom im hungry" no one can imagine the pain until they go thtough it.

missingsteven · #**114** 04-22-2009, 02:29 PM

Steven is my oldest son:
I miss his calm cool collected demeanor.
I miss the way he figures someone out from talking to them for less than 5 minutes. (He is so intuitive)
I miss seeing him with his children playing, holding, loving them. He is such a wonderful father!!
I miss his BOSS blue eyes!!
I miss his wonderful advice.
I miss his visits after he got off of work just to stop in and tell me how much he loves me.
I miss MY BABY my best friend my confidant my little brother (I had him so young that he was always like a little brother to me as well as my son).
I miss cooking his favorite meal..... STEAK (RARE).
I miss seeing my son(s) at the family get togethers.
I miss being able to pick up the phone and call him when I need him.
I love you Steven Kelly......
~Mom~

missingsteven · #**115** 04-22-2009, 02:37 PM

Coty is my youngest: (Both of my sons are incarcerated)
I miss Coty's innosence.
I miss his sweet hugs.
I miss him laying his head on my lap when he falls asleep watching tv.
I miss him telling me "g'night momma" everynight before bed & "g'morning momma" every day when he wakes up.
I miss him taking care of me everyday. (He was my caretaker. I am disabled)
I miss his sweet face.
I miss seeing him play with his little neice and nephews.
I miss seeing him tease the puppy.
I miss his cooking.
I miss his soft skin.
I miss his fresh smell.
I miss reaching up really high to hug him. (He is a foot and a half taller than I am)
I miss him teasing me because I am tiny.

I miss seeing my boy (s) at family gatherings.
I just miss my sons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you Coty Daniel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Momma~

Bluvsu2 · #**116** 04-29-2009, 12:52 PM

I can tell you what I don't miss!

I don't miss:

The phone calls that he is in trouble
I don't miss the disrespect
I don't miss the yelling
I don't miss the worrying where is he when he disappeared for hours.

jlee49 · #**117** 04-29-2009, 08:08 PM

I just miss HIM!! I miss the little boy he used to be and the young man he turned into. He made a HUGE mistake but I know it's not who he is. I miss him talking to me about football nonstop, I miss hearing about his dreams, I miss his beautiful smile, I missed him when my grandpa (his great grandpa) died and he couldn't be there with me, I miss his presence, I miss EVERYTHING about him!!